>>81550688
I have made mistakes in my life and I have taken responsibility for them. There's mistakes I've made due to personal faults that I had to work hard to learn, grow from, and resolve. There are others that I carry with me every day and cause me great distress because there is a point in loss that only grief echoes back. Things I have to carry with me the rest of my life because they can't be healed, amends can't be made. That is very painful for me.

I think that is why miscommunication/misperception weighs so heavily on me, because being hurt when not at fault and living in the result of something undeserved is painful when that thing meant the world to you. I am not perfect, I take responsibility for my part but there are also assumptions made that caused a large amount of harm when very little would take to communicate to check if the assumption lay in truth or was a assumption made based from past traumas.

I do! He is not so little anymore though. I think it's also because I work in psychology to help disabled youth.

I wish you the best too. It's nice to see heart in a place like this. Too many manipulative, deceptive, cruel, and narcissistic people reside here.