I want to be alive because there's some stuff I enjoy doing, but I hate being alive because my brain makes me sad and scared and I respond negatively to a lot of stuff that is considered normal by society.

Just wanted to say this. If you'd like to reply some advice or words of comfort I'll appreciate and reply you back.

If I give up on my dream of being a woman... Does that mean I NEVER wanted to be one in the first place?

Why are people still playing small to fit into society?