just being gay. outright gay. i wish i was gay. i do not find males in real life interesting or attractive, im not gay. but also: my porn folder is just...dudes. lots of them. id wager that at best, 50% of the porn i look at has no females involved in any capacity whatsoever. being gay sucks, it seems, but atleast id fucking know

instead im stuck in this weird fucking grey zone where im pretty sure id straight when it comes to 3dpd, but when the sun goes down and the only light comes from a computer screen i get so fucking FAGGOT gay. holy shit whats going wrong with me