i'm stuck in the same situation i grew up in. i can't seem to get out. wageslaving isn't really an option either. there is literally nothing i can do rn. i just want to get out of here, stand on my own two feet, but for some reason i can't. i think it's over though, i recently turned 28. all the strife i used to feel is starting to decay into acceptance and giving up, and that's scary.

i just wish there was some way out, i want to leave so bad it's making me feel sick, i wanna scream at the top of my lungs and turn the house upside down i just don't want to be here anymore, i need something to change so bad it's killing me. but whatever it is that wagies have, i clearly don't have it. and even if i did have it, there are too many obstacles, so many, that i can't even wageslave if i wanted to.

i'm so frustrated right now i can't even think. pain just resonating inside my skull like a loud din.