>>212161301
I looked back at the thread and I believe I confused you for the guy that you replied to, in which case I think it's just a case of me increasingly losing touch with reality and spending too much time here. My life has gotten progressively more bleak and monotonous since I was kicked out of joining the French Foreign Legion and I've spent more time here than anywhere else outside of work. It's destroying my brain and my soul and I hate it; but I have nowhere else to go other than work or my family to speak my mind and I just can't keep putting up a facade of normalcy all the time.
I need real people to talk about the shit I can't talk about with anyone else the way I naturally talk, and this is really the only place I can do that because I have no friends (none near me at least, my family moved last year across the fucking country away from the few friends and connections I had right before I attempted to join the FFL) or GF (I'm out of college and working so I have no time or place to meet them and really only want one so my family will stop badgering and mocking me).
I just can't break out of this cycle of wasting what little free time I have here because I have no place else to go and no real opportunity or future.

Also yes, I enjoy the Heidi anime and have been wanting to check out the Tom Sawyer/Huck Finn ones as an Amerimutt.
>>212161406
>Spirited Away
One of the most overrated films ever made.