>>40352746
>The free time usually comes about due to me not having work right now and the days when I don't have a proper study plan set up.
So essentially you are missing a back bone in your schedule that "forces" you to get up in the morning and start your day in a well structured manner. Something to build the rest of the day around. The reason I think this might work is because it allows you to "make excuses" healthily. "Oh while I am already up I might as well.."
>Yeah, I'm still very much a mess at the moment I'm afraid.
>Sorry.
No need to be sorry for that at all Anon. If everything was alright you wouldn't look for help! I'm glad you speak up.
>>40357931
Heya, I know how that feels, though in my case it tended to be spikes up rather than down. But the data looks like it is snaking around the blue curve. You can see that you have an almost perfect straight line from mid june to now. So chances are the trend line will continue but perhaps slow a little. Definitely anticipating the next update!
>>40359086
Heya Navy. I understand someone basically invalidated your feelings massively and it kicked you right back into the repper headspace. I understand. I still want to urgently encourage you to post, if that is okay. I would like to talk with you for a bit.
>>40361552
>>40361883
Perhaps a stupid question, but what is your letter, Anon? But yes, given your high BMI for now all bets are frankly off, I agree with the other Anon.