>>76347185
Damn, this is how it would go for me if I tried to actually trick myself. But I know it's going to go that way from the first drink. Suddenly I come to hammered in a chair with a big meal I didn't eat and I have to try and sleep in a bed for 3 hours before I have to get up and get ready to work. It's gonna be fucking hell.
Then I'm sick all day and sweating it out and promising just to go home, have a hot bath and maybe smoke a joint and just be a normal person and not get loaded. But as soon as work is over NOTHING sounds so good as having a drink. Afterall, I'm feeling pretty normal now. Had some food and flushed those toxins and now I can take on the world. I'll have a bubblebath night Sunday after the no-holds-barred bender of a weekend. But for now I know my purpose, and I'm gonna start the whole thing over again.
"Who wants to get a taste?"