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She lost her whole community and has them in her head telling her to bring them back. She has also just doing music shit for centuries and once she did start doing other stuff (not all actually trying to bring them back, she tried to settle down and got the witch treatment for being a strong immortal not named Rover) she tried like a hundred different things before she joined the Fractsidus.
She didn't just lose someone, she lost everyone and the proceeded to accrue at minium centuries worth of trauma. That doesn't make her actions justified but it's far more than just her dog dying or Rover ghosting her like people try to make it out as.