Catholic here. I’ve been on the fence for the past decade because of certain doctrines that I can’t get myself to believe. For instance, I find it impossible to accept that human beings are spiritually equal (in contrast gnostics and pagans who acknowledge a hierarchy have a much healthier idea). Currently my little country is taking in large numbers of immigrants from South-Asia and the Middle-East. They continue to come, more and more of them, and we accept this, believing them to be equal to us (if not physically, then certainly spiritually). I feel something good and beautiful is being lost and yet, as a Catholic, I am supposed to be blind to that fact.. On the other hand, Christendom has historically been on the “right side of history” in more things than our contemporaries would like to believe. Were I to renounce my Catholicism, what alternative would there be? A neopaganism that is subjective and arbitrary? Hinduism that has assimilated far too many Dravidian forms? Buddhism that makes no claim to concern itself with such material concerns? There doesn’t seem to be anything else..