Got smashed over the head with dysphoria bat at 25.
Hurts like fuck, therapist is no help, but I know it isn't valid because real Trans people know while they're very young, and I had no signs.
I need y'all toxic bitches to argue me *out* of transitioning. Convince me that this demon in my head only manifested after spending too long online. Everyone else is so "affirming" and "optimistic" but I know for a fact that I'm just a lonely, deluded cis-autist.