Should i start a fwb relathionship with an older guy, or should i wait till i find a boyfriend and lose my virginity to him? I am 18f, i am lonely and never go out really. I dont go to school and dont have any hobbies where i could meet people, So the chances of me finding a boyfriend my own age are really low right now. Will i be useless once i lose my virginity, do guys in this age care about it much? Should i feel shame about having sex?