hi robots. i cant anymore, ive got bpd; anxious attachment, no sense of identity, the works and to top it all off im a tranny (not the kind you think). believe me ive tried all the self love, therapy, boundaries, whatever you want to call them. ive searched for an identity and ways to fix myself for so long and just fallen back into the same loop. i have nothing except for my autistic collections of things which will all find loving homes with happier autists. browsers are all censored, im at my lowest point. tell me robots, how do i go about ending it all? im trying to figure out the helium method but it doesnt make sense, maybe my brains too rotted from all the drugs.