You ever look back on times in your life you thought were awful at the time and realise that it wasn't bad at all, in fact things were actually great compared to now but you were just being pathetic

Mad how you have more freedom and life balance in school and university than when you're a full time toiler

Wake up early as shit, work all day, get home at 6pm exhausted, have dinner and go to gym if you're not too tired, then it's bed time and back to the toil cage again
5 days a week of this, then you get one day of respite, followed by seething all Sunday because it looms
You get six weeks of break to live your life in the whole year.

Fuck this shite. No wonder it feels like my life is nothing but toil and stagnation since uni.