>used to uber a handle of vodka to my house every day
>some of the stores would cancel my order
>have to switch it up and order from dif ones
>eventually run out of money
>get an ambulance ride to the hospital
>can't walk
>shaking so bad
>throwing up green bile
>mri my liver
>covered in lesions
>can feel how swollen it is, pops from under my rib cage when I breathe
>they pump me full of benzos and opiates so I don't die
>can't get to the bathroom to wash myself
>hose me down with a hose

that was about a year ago, haven't really touched the stuff since.

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