Ever since my ex left me 3 years ago everything has just been going downhill. I crave human contact so bad it's driving me crazy, I just want to hold a girl's hand, teasing her, getting her lewd clothes for her to wear at home just for me, sleeping together, feeling her bare skin against mine...
I realized I'm just too autistic to ever find love again, at this point I just want to get myself a sex doll. I don't care how much it'd cost me, as long as something that actually replicates a human without being uncanny exists. Is there anything like that? Ideally something that looks like pic related