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>I should try meeting my social needs irl
Sounds perfect, don't let me glue you to the screen!
>It's way more fun to do those very slow runs, but they're probably not as good for me as shorter, faster runs, or intervals...
I am not sure about it but I would think that enjoyable exercise that is sustainable is better tan optimal exercise that is frustrating, right?
>The danger only is I could easily see myself getting used to those deviations again
Yes, you notice how carefully I phrased it in the OP: "the goal is to increase the average amount of time it takes between relapses". If you allow some mathtism the moving average of time windows between recent relapses.
>Basically they said they feel like I won't be open enough about my issues + eating disorder with them...
That is incredibly vague. But at the same time perhaps something we can tamper with. Are they generally open to having a conversation with you about it? Maybe we could try negotiate terms because this sounds just like "we don't like your vibe lol". If we could get it to something more concrete like answering the question "what would I have to do specifically to be open enough?" would help. If you, say, journaled your food intake and openly discussed it with them in regular intervals (an extreme measure but just to get the ball rolling), would that be "open enough"?
>I felt like my skin already has been getting worse without cypro, which sucks.
Yeah that's shitty, I hope you can sort the issues out quickly. You might wanna ask hrtgen if you get stuck trying to troubleshoot but I hope things sort themselves out gracefully for you.