Hi there. I noticed you were looking at my rice ball.I was eating it, but I don't need to eat since I'm a revenant.I think this is important because although I don't need to eat since I'm a revenant, eating anyway makes me feel more human, which is important because my memories are going away and if I don't have my memories I won't be me anymore.Being me is important because if I'm not me I won't remember the time I ate rice balls with my fellow soldiers in the battle place where we were soldiers and ate rice balls, which I needed to eat back then, but don't now.But I still eat them now because eating rice balls is important to me because it reminds me I'm still human and not someone who doesn't remember that humans ate rice balls and enjoyed eating because humans needed to eat which revenants do not need to do, and since I'm a revenant eating this rice ball is a symbolic thing for me.If I didn't eat any rice balls I would still be a revenant but I wouldn't be human even though I'm not human but not like not human not human, you know? I want to be a not human that eats rice balls and still thinks of himself as human even though I'm not human and a revenant because being human even though I'm not human is as important to me as symbolically eating rice balls.This particular rice ball has seaweed wrapping on it which I don't need to eat as much as I don't need to eat the rice, but the wrapping makes it feel more human and as you know feeling human is important to me because I'm not human anymore although I want to feel human.I might even say that trying to feel human has become the most important thing to me since I stopped being human and became a revenant,which is why I want to keep eating rice balls and being reminded of when I was a human and ate rice balls,which is something I did with my solder buddies who were also human and ate rice balls which wasn't very important to us back then but I now see as a memory which is important.
Thanks for listening.