>>40622546
How do I not be a weirdo loner and lose my first in a beautiful way anon
I’m scared and unlovable
>>40622590
Thx anon, there’s no gay places where I live as a student but this is good to know <3

>>40594752
Are you me? The only difference is I don't know how to hump pillows, it feels like it does nothing for me so I have to masturbate like a disgusting moid with my disgusting male hands and it makes me want to die everytime

The longest I ever went without jerking off is 5 days this year and it was mentally draining, I don't have any cheat codes I just kinda forced myself to not do it but it didn't help, I'm back to doing it almost everyday and I always regret it, I would trade my libido for a piece of bread if it meant I could be normal for the first time in my life

I also feel disgusting outside of masturbation, I have a girlfriend, that I have met and love but I also can't stop myself from imagining myself getting plapped by some random guys I see or other tranny friends I have or even just getting all hot and bothered by stuff I read on here, even tho I don't want to cheat and never will and it just ruins my mood thinking about that shit on a daily basis, it feels like it controls me but I don't want it to, I don't want to think with my dick like a fucking disgusting rapehon

fmstl