>>33305984

Sleep it off, stop taking it for whatever tasks you need, take some time off in line with a weekend.

>>81566510
No, there was an online curriculum I followed since both of my parents worked so I did that instead.

I am christian, though I dont really go to church anymore as the church we were in at the time was a very strict evangelical church that was probably the root of a lot of the issues Im facing now. Thats the reason why my parents didnt even really want me dating or talking to girls, I never got a real sex ed class either and any of that sort of stuff was heavily shunned or punished in the home.

I have a friend who has been wanting me to go back to Catholic mass (I was born Catholic) but I dont know if I can after that. I view the Lord with great fear that he will smite me down for how sinful Ive been and I think about it often, to the point where I dont even want to go.

Dating even just as a christian alone is kinda tough but this makes it worse. Im going to therapy to help it but its not really getting better