>>24520721
My mind has been in a very deep and dark place lately. One of my lady friends is about 20 weeks pregnant and is planning to name the child after me.

That's all said and done. But when I was reading Gantz chapter 373, which is one of her favorite mangas and inspirations in life, I noticed something very particular on how the alien said the female character Reika would be reborn 18 years from now along with the clone Kei as her child. That always got to me thinking about a potential underlying Jocasta complex that she might've had in the series. But when I got to thinking on how often I saw my mother in her with her constant infatuation of having a son and getting pregnant to just "get over it" and not spoil the last of her eggs into her mid-30s, it got to me thinking if she, the friend, had anticipated this the entire time. Or if I naturally am predisposed to come across women who develop an overzealous infatuation with me, contrary to what their estrus cycle or what their friends and family think. Who knows.

Bottom line, you can argue I'm reading too much into it. But I have to wonder if [some] women feel so deeply into men for no reason. It's very abstract.