>>40495400
i bet you sniff unwashed DICK nigga

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>get gf
>experience love
>lose virginity
>feel comfort for the first time in years
>still depressed
>still anxious
>still a paranoid overthinker
>now experience fear and anxiety over how my actions or lack thereof impact her
>now experience feelings of guilt over failing to meet the goals i set for myself
>now experience a crushing sense of shame when i give in to depression
>now have something to compare the feeling of being alone to
>now feel as if I have something to lose
>still don't have enough will to fight
>now i'm the closest to suicide i've ever been
i think i was better off alone
or at least, i believe my life would have been simpler that way
easier
don't expect getting a gf to fix you anon's
interweaving your life with someone elses ain't simple
if you're already a mess, it might just make things worse