Im a fucking moron who couldnt figure out myself at age 25 and started HRT. Ive been such a submissive child to my parents and just barely got through school and just lived at home while working for the past 10 years. I never felt attracted to anyone, never had any plans for relationships, never had an idea what I was going to do with my life. I just wanted to be nice to everyone and do the hard work and do the right thing. Im not a crazy person but around 25 I couldnt fucking handle giving so much of myself to other people with 0 return so I just flipped. I basically started threatening my parents, got frustrated with my friends, and just started doing Hrt because I wanted to appreciate myself more. Ive never done anything that impulsive/experimental before but I got so frustrated with my life, I just I wanted to shuffle my cards and do something new.

Now Im 27 and far more confused than before and feeling stupid about myself. Advice appreciated