I don't like them. I want my thing to shrink. 1.5 years hrt. I masturbate regularly for the dopamine, but I know that is a big factor. It also makes me incredibly dysphoric. I take 200mg spiro daily. Help.

I stare at clocky pictures of myself so I never get too confident. It makes me want to kms. It's more cruel to think you pass and then see later that you dont.