Something really eye opening to me when I was listening to Rev. Ike was about self concept. Since he was black in 1970s, people used (and still do to this day) that as an excuse for failure and poverty. He then gives an example of a black man who lived in Alabama in a place where the Klan ran it and should've killed him on the spot. Instead he became a millionaire and was congratulated by the mayor, the same one who stopped black children from going to school with white children.

It made me think about everyone who is "da joos bro" or "china bro" or "all woman are wh0res bro" and how they can't get what they want out of life because of these circumstances, that only the black ugly and gay can get by in this world and the white man has no place in it anymore. I subconsciously saw a pattern of everyone that knew about the "conspiracies" i knew were all not very wealthy, not well acquainted, and generally not happy but never pondered much after that.

Now I know that the biggest theory is that there are external things outside of me that has a cause on my life and that if I believe that the jews run the banks hollywood governments and the media and theres nothing I can do about it and I will never find a wife because all women are whores and migrants will replace me, then that will be my story. If I know myself to be a happily married man, making abundant amounts of money, well connected and friends with many, then my story will also be.

It's truly liberating. Also welcome back Mother-anon and LilAnon.