>>40274379
>most of the day i feel like im playing a character
Yeah, no shit. Did you unironically think "well every single thing about my body was male, but magically only my mind was totally female"? You fell for a meme, its ok, we all fuck up sometimes. You can either continue the self-torment of the obvious self-contradiction being a tranner is, or you can move on with your life and realize you are more than a penis or vagina.