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>i dont really value my health anyway so its not a problem for me lol. besides i have no social life anyway.
i know im not in a position to tell you anything but please take care of your health, especially when already suffering from depression and adhd, you can always get a new job but you only have one body.
on the social life thing... im kinda in the same boat lol
but atleast it sounds like you enjoy your job so thats great.

>what job would you like to do?
no clue, tried construction when i was younger but hated it (plus have fucked wrists), office shit is soulsucking and boring. i always wanted to be some artistfag of some kind, music or writing mostly, but i grew out of expecting making money out of it. i send out a novel trying to get it published so maybe theres hope, but yeah theres no real job that im interested in so i just try to make it from investing

>you'd be using 90% of it on rent if it was that high here.
fucking financial suicide, gibs would be better

>you can always go to the sea if you wanna
fucking comfy, love the sea and beaches

>anywhere in the mountains, honestly. i dream of owning a cabin somewhere in the mountains and live there with my gf and some animals like chickens n stuff.
beautiful dream, seems we both love nature over faggot cities, hope you get there one day fren, if you consider germany somewhere near the alps would be great for you then

> i dont really trust meds that much
oh i see hope you find your peace without them and stay healthy. i suppose its because of all the jewery going on?

>sadly the closest mountains are like 100 km from where i live so that sucks. i really wish i could see them more.
damn that sucks. you really love the mountains from what i can tell, you like the peace of them or is there something else?

>the dudes living next to my apartment have a bird that ALWAYS chirps and i want to shoot it.
wtf who the fuck owns a bird, free that thing from its misery of being caged