>>5883179
It's Men's Mental Health Month. For this month, I'm going to talk about how I really feel.
Every day is the same thing: I wake up, eat, get on my computer, waste time then sleep. I just browse through random things, I don't enjoy watching anything or playing any games anymore. I have no friends IRL. I work three days a week, so some income is nice, I get a bit of money to spend on whatever I want. Lately I have been giving it away more than I have been spending it on myself tho. Besides that, every day is rotting. I have barely any "hobbies" or interests, perhaps that's why I have no friends, I really am just boring and empty. Overall just lonely and depressed, same as a lot of people. But I am still grateful for the roof above my head and food on the table. I just want to have a girl fall in love with me. I live for this delusion that one day I will find a girl that relates to me and wants to be with me forever. Its really delusional and stupid but it keeps me going. If no such girl arrives like an angel to save me, I am okay with dying alone as well. Thanks for reading anons