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7/9/2025, 9:37:16 AM
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I'm not op anon. I might or might not be the ex fp in question. I'm realising this whole display probably is only causing more unwarranted suffering. If all they wish for is me to be okay and quickly recover, this clearly shows I am not, although there is another part of me that wishes for them to selfishly hope that I am still thinking about them and that I always will be. That might be one of the most mentally ill sentences I ever wrote, but even if it an ugly desire to have it would mean that we are the same fully even in those terrible ways, which makes me feel less alone in this world.
I'm not op anon. I might or might not be the ex fp in question. I'm realising this whole display probably is only causing more unwarranted suffering. If all they wish for is me to be okay and quickly recover, this clearly shows I am not, although there is another part of me that wishes for them to selfishly hope that I am still thinking about them and that I always will be. That might be one of the most mentally ill sentences I ever wrote, but even if it an ugly desire to have it would mean that we are the same fully even in those terrible ways, which makes me feel less alone in this world.
7/1/2025, 3:19:50 PM
Is there a way to stop being not straight? I dont like it very much. I want to be normal like everyone else.
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