>hit soft pity
>lose the 50/50
>hit sort pity again for cartethyia
>hit soft pity for her weapon as well
>get really salty/mad at the game and lose a lot of desire to play
>still log in enough and farm her echoes and build her
>but after take some time away and just log on for dailies
>even put off doing the first half of story because I don't want to interact with the game
>now lupa banner is out and I have a fresh start I can get her and do the story and put all this bullshit behind me
>hit soft pity
>lose 50/50 again
>get to soft pity with no 5* and close the game
>not even sure if I want to pull the trigger and get her or just hold this horse shit guarantee for phrolova or someone else
>all my "savings" are just straight up gone in 2 banners by doing nothing wrong and pure shit rng
>beyond aggravated with the gacha now and have zero motivation to play or do anything
>will now have to skip one if not two of lupa/phrolova/augusta/iuno
>because of how RNG works I didn't even make up any ground from this, there's nothing saying I won't hit hard pity on the next 2+ characters as well. There is no "at least the bad luck is out of the way now"
I've never been so close to uninstalling the game than I am right now. If one of the lost 50/50 was lion I unironically might have on the spot.
How the fuck do you lads do it when the game brutally reminds you its a gacha game that will make you take it in the ass