>>81973460
>Instead, you feel a profound sense of liberation, joy and calmness
what, have you reached nirvana or something? i genuinely dont understand. companionship is a natural craving that is engraved in our brains.
i dont understand how anyone could be happy alone unless they have some kind of mental issue or trauma that makes them that way.
>Your vision is clearer, you're no longer dying of thirst in a desert
you cant just stop feeling thirst at will. i cant just go "oh okay now im fine with living without even knowing how it feels to be loved for all my life" this shit is never going away until i either die or i give up on it completely. and i'd sooner die than give up
>You're looking for the origin of the sorrow
i know the origin, its loneliness. nothing in my life will change until that is fixed, and i cant even fix it myself.