never
enough.
always
alone.

>>81972539 (OP)
obi said nah

>>81972539 (OP)
why do you think so silly anone?

>>81972752
because i could never really make anyone happy. i could never keep a smile. i was never the one people chose.

oeweoweoweowe the world is spinning i wanna spew everywhjere

>>81972803
how much have you had to drink? want to drive my car? you could crash us

>>81972904
lots!!!! lots lots lots!!!! let's have a crash it will be super cute!

>>81972539 (OP)
i wont ever get over the fact that i'll never be enough for someone

>>81973209
If you can become enough for yourself, then everything else fades away into irrelevancy
You seem too externally focused
Have you tried digging a little into your own self?

>>81972904
>>81972911
get in my car, guys. i don't have airbags in this thing, we will crumple like a soda can

>>81973273
>If you can become enough for yourself
im so tired of hearing this shit honestly. uh muh just love yourself uh muh just do everything for yourself. what is the fucking point dude. what is the point of living just for myself. i dont want to spend money on bullshit to keep myself happy, i dont have a long term dream to pursue.
>Have you tried digging a little into your own self?
what am i looking for? there is nothing but sorrow in there.

>>81973292
i hope i get folded like a pretzel

>>81973273
sometimes being enough for yourself isn't enough at all? we're social animals. we like attention, we need attention, we want to be validated, we want to be something, we want to be something to someone.

>>81973392
the car was to go see my bf again but... i don't need it anymore i guess.

is this a stealth ame thread

>>81973380
>what is the point of living just for myself
It's not about living for yourself. People who intuitively have a sense of being content with themselves are just bad at explaining how they feel to people who don't have that.
I'll try:
When you "love yourself", you don't feel incomplete and like you're missing something anymore. You don't lack for an other to covet or please. Instead, you feel a profound sense of liberation, joy and calmness. Like you can do anything, and in fact, want to do everything, like life is a fun adventure that you're more than happy to embark on. And you don't NEED others, but you can still enjoy others just as much, if not more, because you're seeing the Other from a more objective, less emotionally compromised and fantasy-addled perspective. Your vision is clearer, you're no longer dying of thirst in a desert. Instead, you're in a comfortable home and you could go for a glass of water every once in a while.

>what am i looking for? there is nothing but sorrow in there.
You're looking for the origin of the sorrow, usually. To change things, it's useful to understand their origination.

>>81973460
>Instead, you feel a profound sense of liberation, joy and calmness
what, have you reached nirvana or something? i genuinely dont understand. companionship is a natural craving that is engraved in our brains.
i dont understand how anyone could be happy alone unless they have some kind of mental issue or trauma that makes them that way.
>Your vision is clearer, you're no longer dying of thirst in a desert
you cant just stop feeling thirst at will. i cant just go "oh okay now im fine with living without even knowing how it feels to be loved for all my life" this shit is never going away until i either die or i give up on it completely. and i'd sooner die than give up
>You're looking for the origin of the sorrow
i know the origin, its loneliness. nothing in my life will change until that is fixed, and i cant even fix it myself.

>>81973460
Yeah, I'm surprised more people haven't left it

>>81973604
>have you reached nirvana or something?
I doubt it's anything that special, I still have an ego and attachments. I think most people healthy people have a kind of "battery" of self-love that can keep them going self-sufficiently for a while before they start feeling truly lonely. And I mean lonely in the sense you feel lonely, that lack of completeness.
Do I wish I had someone to hang out with sometimes when I don't? Sure, but that's a far cry from an existential feeling of missing something fundamental, of being fundamentally unloved or incomplete.
>i know the origin, its loneliness
And what's the origin of that loneliness? When did you start feeling lonely? You just substituted the word sorrow for loneliness, and I feel like that's circling the drain a bit

>>81973459
no, it's poetdyke