>>82267100
you and me both anon. how do you plan to do it?

>>82230013
cont.
>>82229782
>They moved just a couple of months ago
aw that sucks. closest manga shops to my place is a 30 minutes walk. i used to go there very often last summer, hoping i'd meet some new people but it never really worked out. now im a bit disheartened and i dont really go anymore.
>the only downside is shipping fees
and, that you're giving money to an evil corporation, plus another good reason to go to your local manga shops is to support the small businesses so that monopoly doesn't occur! and also the possibility of meeting people though i guess you don't really care about that.
>>82229885
i hope things will get better anon. did something happened that made you decide to do it? also, dont do anything on impulse and really think about it.
>but keep finding excuses
they're not excuses, it's your own body telling you that it can still try some more!
>I'm trying to get Nier Replicant
ohh i love nier games. hope you can manage to make it work anon. have you played nier automata?

i think i'll go to sleep now before i end up spiraling again, thanks for talking with me anons. i'll read your answers tomorrow!

>>81973460
>Instead, you feel a profound sense of liberation, joy and calmness
what, have you reached nirvana or something? i genuinely dont understand. companionship is a natural craving that is engraved in our brains.
i dont understand how anyone could be happy alone unless they have some kind of mental issue or trauma that makes them that way.
>Your vision is clearer, you're no longer dying of thirst in a desert
you cant just stop feeling thirst at will. i cant just go "oh okay now im fine with living without even knowing how it feels to be loved for all my life" this shit is never going away until i either die or i give up on it completely. and i'd sooner die than give up
>You're looking for the origin of the sorrow
i know the origin, its loneliness. nothing in my life will change until that is fixed, and i cant even fix it myself.