>>40374461
Hey Navy, happy to see you <3
>>40374282
Ah, family drama on top of a lot of work stress. Not a great combo. It seems like your family is not very ... interested in engaging with you in a way that is particularly deep.
>I'm not improving, I'm backsliding constantly and I can't escape
I have an important question: do you think there is a good chance for you to get your own place, soon? Have you talked with your lgbt friends about your feelings recently? Iirc you have some online. Also.. capsaicin, the heat of chili peppers. It is available in pharmacies afaik and can get your oral pain receptors flared up. It is a form of relief that won't leave marks.
>>40375525
Exactly! I am very proud of you, Anon. This stuff is hard, especially at the beginning. It will get easier as habits form.
>>40376830
Make sure to rest up plenty. I think the worst kinda muscle ache for legs is the type you still feel while sitting or lying down, you know the one?