I'm laying in bed smoking meth that probably has fentanyl in it day 10 of my nightly relaxation ritual. Also have drank every day for 20+years. Best binge ever was spending 4 days 2 new years ago blowing through an 8 ball of speed, 4 grams of DMT and shit loads of booze with my sister over new years weekend. She's my dad's girlfriend's daughter so it wasn't insest