as much as I wish I could be feminine, it just feels wrong, as much as I hate my masculine face and body, I would be far more proud of myself if I were a strong successful dude. I have no desire to have sex with a woman but if I was walking around with a hot girl I would feel like I succeeded at life. How do I know if this is internalized transphobia or rather a sign that I am indeed just a straight cis male who got corrupted by his agp fetish

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this one will be wearing the programming socks in a year

my agp and dysphoria went away over a year ago but I still take estrogen bc I’m an idiot