Search Results
7/3/2025, 10:50:54 PM
>>40242586
>>40251447
>The only time I'm free from verbal assault is the middle of the night and I'm still expected to have a "normal" schedule.
>I'm under constant observation by people who despise everything I like about myself
Disgusting, and it is awful you were treated the way you were. Trapped in an abusive, controlling environment. And having tried to rely on others to escape only to end in the clutches of a different kind of monster. I assume "family".. You are a bit of an emergency case in a way. How much contact do you have to the outside? What kinda country do you live in, are there perhaps LGBT helplines and such you could reach out to?
>She came back to a place she left because she was too good for everyone there.
Oh goodness, the one that took advantage of you? Can you out her out of your life? Not sure I understand the situation.
>I just wish I could kill her first.
Is it mean I would consider that a healthier thought? You do not deserve the treatment you receive. You know what statistic plummeted when they legalized divorce? Mariticide. People that are trapped MAKE their way out sometimes. It's not an endorsement. But in a situation like yours I encourage people to not resent themselves even if it means resenting others (and oftentimes the deserving).
>>40243028
>I feel like it might help me as well, or even just volunteering where I would have to show up regularly.
Do give it a shot and share your experiences!
>That sounds stressful (but also really cool), I'm glad you managed to make the appointment!
Thank you, it's fun but also tiring, ahaha.. I am trying to learn the lang but I don't have super much mental energy per day, so I do simple things like duolingo.
> the person who has reached out to me again I actually met as a language tandem online because he's learning my native language and I am learning his :)
Awh, that is so cool!
>>40273157
No worries, frien. Take your time, you can tell I had to slow down too.
>>40251447
>The only time I'm free from verbal assault is the middle of the night and I'm still expected to have a "normal" schedule.
>I'm under constant observation by people who despise everything I like about myself
Disgusting, and it is awful you were treated the way you were. Trapped in an abusive, controlling environment. And having tried to rely on others to escape only to end in the clutches of a different kind of monster. I assume "family".. You are a bit of an emergency case in a way. How much contact do you have to the outside? What kinda country do you live in, are there perhaps LGBT helplines and such you could reach out to?
>She came back to a place she left because she was too good for everyone there.
Oh goodness, the one that took advantage of you? Can you out her out of your life? Not sure I understand the situation.
>I just wish I could kill her first.
Is it mean I would consider that a healthier thought? You do not deserve the treatment you receive. You know what statistic plummeted when they legalized divorce? Mariticide. People that are trapped MAKE their way out sometimes. It's not an endorsement. But in a situation like yours I encourage people to not resent themselves even if it means resenting others (and oftentimes the deserving).
>>40243028
>I feel like it might help me as well, or even just volunteering where I would have to show up regularly.
Do give it a shot and share your experiences!
>That sounds stressful (but also really cool), I'm glad you managed to make the appointment!
Thank you, it's fun but also tiring, ahaha.. I am trying to learn the lang but I don't have super much mental energy per day, so I do simple things like duolingo.
> the person who has reached out to me again I actually met as a language tandem online because he's learning my native language and I am learning his :)
Awh, that is so cool!
>>40273157
No worries, frien. Take your time, you can tell I had to slow down too.
Page 1