I want affection and intimacy with a woman. To share my life with someone. To protect and take care of a gf/wife and a family.

At the same time EVERY woman I've dealt with has been a two faced, obnoxious, insufferable cunt. I can't stand them for more than 5 minutes. Not a single one. When I figure I have to spend time with them and listen to their inane bullshit I cringe internally.

How do I reconcile these two facets? Memeflag on purpose.