>>33262395
That's what i've always felt, but from the other side. I've never really studied through all of my education and always was one of the best. I have no work ethic and sometimes felt alienated because of the bluepill status quo. Even right now in my job i do only things that i have interest in and straight refuse to do any stupid robot excel shit and they still extended my contract.

After getting some sleep in i'm still hesitant about my gf's kids. I'm afraid i will hate them.
Getting new gf is not really a gamble i want take up. I think i might resort to cheating. I'm pretty sure my gf will forgive me, but it kinda exceeds my morals, i may sound like one, but i'm not a psycho.