>>40853729
>Why do I relapse?
Why does anyone do anything?
That's something you have to figure out for yourself big boy.

What was the cause of your last relapse?
Did you accidentally see something that caused you to become horny? Did you talk to someone, watch something, read something? Were you bored? Boredom is one of the worst things for SR because your mind will go for the easiest way to get cheap and fast dopamine, masturbation.

Figure out what triggers your relapse, become mindful of it and or just remove the trigger from your life.