>>81863768
No steroids.
And I don't talk to people when I'm gymmaxxing. I'm fully cocoonmode and I'm geeked out, so i keep social interactions to minimum and only necessary, so that people don't necessarily realize I'm geeked out, and just think I'm a weirdo. I could get a job anytime I want, but I don't wanna see people.

On the other hand I don't like hanging out with people. But then sometimes I randomly meet someone and we have some goin on, but then they ghost me.
It hurts.