>>33386216
i don't want to be a weight lifting brute. my idea of a strong, healthy body is that of a gymnast, swimmer, or cyclist. somebody with a lot of dexterity and cardiovascular endurance. and focusing on cardio makes it about health instead of aesthetics. i already know that lifting weights for aesthetics is futile because i have narrow shoulders, wide hips, and a big head, so my proportions will always make me look weak and small. the only reason i do anything for my health is because i know i will only feel worse and worse. but i want to raise my base level, not try to maintain myself against eroding forces like time.

the world is more cut throat than you think. all you get by being submissive and friendly is the reputation of a kind, naive retard.