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>bi guy that's been on the straight and narrow for 10 years...but getting topped by a older guy in my teens is a memory that creeps in. should kill myself i guess
Same except more like 5 years for me. I succumbed to soul crushing loneliness and made some bad decisions in order to alleviate it. Wasn't even because I was horny, I just wanted companionship of any kind because I had zero friends. Making friends is so hard, but getting a boyfriend is so easy. Worst thing is I got caught and now my mom and sister will always think of me as a fag. I want to die nearly every day.