>>81815357
Not well given I'm here
It wasn't bad at first but then I started getting bullied in school and my mom saw that, and a thought along the lines of "Holy shit this kid is miserable after coming home from school, I want to do that too!" occured, and she started verbally abusing me and making me feel like a burden on everyone, making me actively suicidal at 11.
My dad is a pussy betacuck and it's why he had to knock up a mentally unstable single mom to have kids, he never intervened or tried to stand up for me, yet the dickwad will hold how I turned out against me as if it's not his dogshit genetics that contribute to this mess.
Everything is technically "ok" now and for everyone's sake I pretend it is, but I'm still a pathetic failed male and it can't be fixed or compensated for in any way.