I bought an old house a couple months ago. There's so much fucking shit that needs fixing, but it's mostly "well, it's not an emergency, but it does need to be addressed before it turns into one..." type stuff. I've done a lot of the stuff I can do myself, but there's electrical/plumbing/asbestos shit I absolutely cannot do myself. Unfortunately, I'm a fucking retard who's either too busy drunk and/or whacking off and too anxious to make a fucking phone call. Plan is to hit em hard, hit em mean tomorrow, but that's been the plan the last two weeks.
I really don't want strangers in my house but all this stuff is making me so anxious it's a necessity. Every time I leave I'm paranoid it's gonna burn down or flood, which are honestly both real possibilities given the nature of the issues. Kind of miss when I didn't give a shit about my apartment, but the flipside there is they didn't give a shit about maintenance either and it ended up so fucked up I had to leave.
Sorry for venting, thanks for listening to my TED talk.