>>76259963
In a rut bros. I’ve gotten sober and now I have nothing to look forward to. On my off days all I do, and want to do, is lay in bed and look at stupid shit on the internet and browse four channel. I was able to force myself to play vidya with the boys while they got drunk and high. The whole time I just was waiting for it to be an appropriate time to log off so they dont get upset that I’m a super fucking boring person now. I had to quit drinking for my health and now I basically just want to kill myself lmao I’ve stopped caring about losing weight, riding my bike, rooning, vidya, reading.. my life is literally go to work, sleep, go to work, sleep; with no fun or social aspect to it whatsoever. I’m 34 and have lost all of my friends. Have no girlfriend. Getting sober has ruined my life