>>33455008
I'm sad my grandma is gonna die. She has cancer and it's gotten worse. Plus now she's acting like she has dementia she's yelling at everyone saying how nobody does anything for her and thinks she's at home when she's in the hospital. I want to call her but I don't want to get yelled at and get told awful things by her. She made my mom cry today on the phone even though my moms been trying her hardest to help her. I love her so much and I wish I could have gotten in a better place before she passed. She never saw me date a girl, go to college, or pass my road test. I know she loves me but I feel her memories of me might've been disappointment. She's lived for a long time and I feel like the time is coming really soon. I don't think she's gonna survive this year.