God is a cruel monster.

In his infinite malice he has placed me, a lowly worm, in the same universe as this perfect radiant angel, condemning me to a lifetime of torment, of knowing a pathetic loathsome vermin such as myself can never even hope to be looked at without complete and utter disdain by a being of this caliber. To live in certainty that she walks under the same sun and breathes the same air as me, a specimen so far below her league we might as well be different species is to die a thousand deaths every day.