>>511292706
You're miserable because you're making yourself miserable. You chose an ideology centered around hatred, and now you feel nothing but hatred. What else did you expect? It's not too late to learn love and empathy. People, races, cultures; none of them are monoliths. Nothing is absolute, and nuance is abundant. In your heart you know that you're on a path to self destruction. It's not too late, but you need take the first steps. It will be scary, but I promise you everything will be ok.