I can't get enough of this image, it nearly has me to tears. I am unbelievably in love, still, after 10 years.

>>42220907
Don't worry about it anon. Try. Know she loves you no matter what, whether you 'win' or not. All that matters is that your life is as joyful as it can be, now and in the future; her only disappointment is when you take on unnecessary suffering. I don't want to undercut other anons' advice, but it has to be said that it's not all one sided - do exactly what you REALLY want to do and you can do no wrong, for yourself and thereby for her.