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7/8/2025, 12:51:29 AM
6/18/2025, 1:59:45 AM
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Armchair shit incoming.
Why wouldn't you love the people that dedicate so much of their effort, attention, and lives to you? It's through their loyalty and generosity that she can live with some semblance of freedom in a world where freedom is all but extinguished for the vast majority of people. Real relationships are complicated, and parasocial ones even more so. Despite the fact that she loves the people that love her, she doesn't respect the nature of that love. She knows their love is inherently selfish in nature, inherently conditional in nature. The money they afford her gives her freedom in a lot of ways, but it also restricts her in other ways. The fact that she has to "be" a certain way in order to be supported subtly but reliably creates resentment. She very likely views the adoration of gooners, coomers, smackers, goslings, unicorns, etc as impure, but she knows that if she were to try and control their behavior too much they would rescind their support.
Feelings like this can be complicated. Just like how one might feel about a fuck up family member that continually makes the same shameful mistakes. You love them because they're your blood and they also love you with their whole heart, but you can't find it in yourself to respect them because of their actions.
Take all of this with a grain of salt because I'm only making these remarks based off of my own critical observations of human nature. Because of various circumstances and experiences from my childhood I'm abnormally sensitive to the motivations of people. This phenomenon isn't unique to Filian. It's something I see a lot of content creators on the Internet have difficulty reconciling; especially when they've adopted an online persona. It can be a little contradictory, but that's something a lot of women have experience with. They simultaneously want to deceive while also losing respect for the people they successfully deceive. Filian wants the support from the smackers, and she wishes she could just have a normal audience, but she knows that if they were normal she wouldn't be as successful.
Armchair shit incoming.
Why wouldn't you love the people that dedicate so much of their effort, attention, and lives to you? It's through their loyalty and generosity that she can live with some semblance of freedom in a world where freedom is all but extinguished for the vast majority of people. Real relationships are complicated, and parasocial ones even more so. Despite the fact that she loves the people that love her, she doesn't respect the nature of that love. She knows their love is inherently selfish in nature, inherently conditional in nature. The money they afford her gives her freedom in a lot of ways, but it also restricts her in other ways. The fact that she has to "be" a certain way in order to be supported subtly but reliably creates resentment. She very likely views the adoration of gooners, coomers, smackers, goslings, unicorns, etc as impure, but she knows that if she were to try and control their behavior too much they would rescind their support.
Feelings like this can be complicated. Just like how one might feel about a fuck up family member that continually makes the same shameful mistakes. You love them because they're your blood and they also love you with their whole heart, but you can't find it in yourself to respect them because of their actions.
Take all of this with a grain of salt because I'm only making these remarks based off of my own critical observations of human nature. Because of various circumstances and experiences from my childhood I'm abnormally sensitive to the motivations of people. This phenomenon isn't unique to Filian. It's something I see a lot of content creators on the Internet have difficulty reconciling; especially when they've adopted an online persona. It can be a little contradictory, but that's something a lot of women have experience with. They simultaneously want to deceive while also losing respect for the people they successfully deceive. Filian wants the support from the smackers, and she wishes she could just have a normal audience, but she knows that if they were normal she wouldn't be as successful.
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